My Family

I'm sitting in the airport awaiting my departure back to Salt Lake.


Mixed feelings right Now. It'll be nice to get home to all my stuff and friends. But I also start work tomorrow, and have school next week, etc.....Long story short, I'm about to get very busy very fast.

But all that doesn't really matter.

What makes this tough is leaving my family.

It felt so natural to be with them in the new house. Same furniture, same rooms, same feel....Just being around them is so harmonious to who I AM...to how I grew up. Living with my family is like the...baseline of my quintessence.

At first I felt like I may have taken for granted this time I had for them but....I got to spend time doing what I always did with them, and I felt like I was in a HOME for a week. It was...nice.

((I'm tearing up writing this. Gah. ))

But, yeah. It was a nice break to be home with my family. I wish they still lived in Utah so I could enjoy that luxury more, but...I'll survive.

I really miss Dean though. There's all this cool stuff I want to do with him, but can't, because we live so far away.
He really is awesome though, and I wish I could do half the stuff he can. We tried doing handstands together. Hahah....I kept hurting myself but it was a lot of fun. I wish We could work together to do parkour and stuff.

When mom took me to the airport, I gave all my brothers hugs first. At least I thought I had. I guess I forgot Dean. ((sorry!!))

So as Mom pulls the car out onto the 40 mph road, I hear a shout "hey", look back, and Dean is running full speed to catch the car. I got mom to pull over, cus we thought maybe something bad had happened or I forgot something,etc....He ran up to me and just gave me a hug and said he loved me.  Made it really hard to let him go or say goodbye. Gah.....I love you Dean.

I'm crying too much to keep writing...heh...and hopefully my plane boards soon. Ummm...Yeah. So I love my family, and I'll be back in Utah soon.