The Howl

Guess where I was last night?

Yep. The Howl.

For those who don't know, its Logan/Utah States big halloween party. Huge shindig. Lotta people.
I drove up with Lauren with the intention of visiting Devin while she met up with a friend and went to the Howl to watch the bands.

That didn't happen. Said friend's car got totaled, so he never made it. Devin and I couldn't think of anything to do, so we stalked Lauren to the concert ((this was all after we made a pit stop at Village Inn, of course)).
After we followed her for a while, we got bored so went to say Hi. Then we all decided that the line was too long and the Howl wasn't worth it.

So,yadda yadda yadda, we end up on the third floor of the parking garage that faces the entrance to the stage where the bands are playing, and conveniently, where the tour buses are. We stalked the bands from above, and made fun of all the stupid people and costumes that entered and exited the building. It was a surprisingly large amount of fun.
Lauren also had giant sticky notes ((Im talking three feet by two feet)) so I drew some pictures with a sharpie and stuck them to the tour bus door, then watched everyone look at them quizzically, and the band actually ended up taking them in.
I count that as a win.
Lauren and I didn't get home til about 4 am....and neither of us remember driving home so....I guess its good we are safe.

I slept most of today, then ate candy and played video games for the rest of it. So, not a bad day all around.

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On a...more melancholy note..
If you don't wanna read this, I don't care...its more for me, to get my thoughts on paper.

I really miss her. I've lost track of how long its been...probably feels longer in my head.
I go through stages...I miss her, I worry about her, how she is, if she's alright....I get angry, indignant, furious...
I guess part of the problem is I don't know why she suddenly stopped talking to me...I know the last time we talked I was upset with her...did I offend her? Is that why? 
Did something happen to her? Did he make her stop?
I'm not sure if any answer I can conceive would actually bring me peace. Maybe it's better I don't know. Ignorance is bliss, after all. 
I just hope she is safe and....happy...I really do. If she is truly happy then I guess that's all that matters.